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I feel strange.
Tiny nails and claws tickles my body and I twitch, and I flinch away.
I smile and I cry.
I live.
I feel strange.
Numb, but not quite.
Isn’t that strange?
I want to write something soft and nice and warm;
Full of something that everyone calls Love.
But all that comes out is pain and screams and tears;
Love but not really.
I feel so very strange, as I smile and cry;
Because I can’t quite feel anything and that is BAD, because humans are supposed to feel but I can’t I just can’t and what is wrong with me?
Depression is when a part in your brain has a hard time taking care of the positive.
Maybe mine simply can’t take care of anything at all;
Even my tears are fake, like liquid plastic dripping down and disappearing.
The horrible thing is that nothing is wrong.
They smile, they laugh, they encourage me.
Hug and cuddle and kisses and makes me smile.
And I just feel numb.
Am I living a lie?
Tiny nails and claws tickles my body and I twitch, and I flinch away.
I smile and I cry.
I live.
I feel strange.
Numb, but not quite.
Isn’t that strange?
I want to write something soft and nice and warm;
Full of something that everyone calls Love.
But all that comes out is pain and screams and tears;
Love but not really.
I feel so very strange, as I smile and cry;
Because I can’t quite feel anything and that is BAD, because humans are supposed to feel but I can’t I just can’t and what is wrong with me?
Depression is when a part in your brain has a hard time taking care of the positive.
Maybe mine simply can’t take care of anything at all;
Even my tears are fake, like liquid plastic dripping down and disappearing.
The horrible thing is that nothing is wrong.
They smile, they laugh, they encourage me.
Hug and cuddle and kisses and makes me smile.
And I just feel numb.
Am I living a lie?
Literature
All Writers May Be Liars...
"I'm a writer", I tell her
Whispering a confession
My mortal sin in her ear
"Writers lie", She tells me
"They make stories from
The silver linings of clouds
And the heartstrings of
Star crossed lovers."
"And with their words,
They burn cities down."
"Liars write", She tells me
"They twist words spoken
Once by Beauty Herself
Who long ago lost her namesake
All because of the forked tongue men."
"Men, who I once thought
You were better then."
"I'm just a writer" I whisper.
"You're just a liar" She retorts.
Literature
Possibly, Maybe
Her eyes shone
As an ocean under
The brilliance of the moon
Set in milky white
Under auburn locks
He looked into those eyes
Hypnotized
Falling deeper;
Drowning in her sea
Captivated as the waters
Pulled and
Literature
leaving.
1.
when you're leaving the puddles are all
oceans.
2.
you close your eyes tight and you're nine
I'm nine I'm nine I'm making a memory. when
you're leaving
you can hardly stand it and the sky
is never empty enough.
3.
there are birds.
4.
when you're leaving
you're asking yourself questions
like do you love that bird and
what does it mean, what does
any of it mean, and if you don't know,
that's why you're leaving.
5.
(what does it mean.
what does any of it mean?)
6.
you're leaving
because the winters aren't cold enough
and you're leaving because
you'd rather be lonely than alive. that's
the god-damned fucking truth.
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I really need to get a hold of myself, don't I?
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Do not steal. This is mine and only mine.
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i like it. it has a quizzical charm.