*munches on one*

. . .

I don't get it.

Eating cookies should improve your mental health, right? It's impossible to not be happy when you eat cookies! And other things which I have no idea what their names are in English.

But even though I'm munching on this very, very good cookie, I am still not happy.

I don't get it.


I don't even know WHY I suddenly feel bad. Stupid depression. No one likes you.

... Well... okay... I might like you when I'm torturing some poor character, but still.

Anyway.


No idea why I feel so bad. I have finally gotten to see Turtles Forever, (THANK YOU!), our class got split up and separated into a new one, and those that are new in it seem okay. I am eating cookies. I managed to write a tiny bit on Purple today.

No, I haven't forgotten about it. Believe me.

It's haunting me.

Mwurgh.

It would be awesome if the Old Toon turtles got stuck in New Toons' universe. They would have to be a little serious, and maybe, just maybe, the New Toons must relax. But that's a big maybe, seeing that they got a very happy and goofy Mikey.

... Raph being a fanboy is AWESOMENESS.


This is really weird.

I feel bad, yet not. I can smile at some things. I just can't laugh, or joke. At least not in reality. And it's getting harder and harder to care for some things.


I am starting to suspect some things about myself.

I hope it's just a thirst for drama, or I am in deep shit.


...

After I saw this picture of Awesomeness; [link]
, I decided to re-watch G1.

And while I am confused by some stuff (like how can everyone fly, and not just the Seekers?), I must say that I really missed that show. It's made up of such simple fun that it's hard to not like it, at least a little.

Um.

I will go back to watching those episodes, munching on cookies and maybe thinking about death. I wonder why I won't cry when others die? I only cry when animals die. It's scary.

I feel guilty about it.

...

See ya.